miercuri, 17 decembrie 2008

Christmas thoughts...:-<



Now it's time, time for our annual 'let´s buy things and give them just to get something in return' party, the gift is apparently the most important - is it really worth getting stressed up about? ... In my opinion, no. The gift should be intended to demonstrate the giving spirit of christmas, is stress very giving. Hardly.

Every year around this time, people have to balance their budgets, take loans, just to buy bigger, better and more impressive gifts. The fabricants know this, the consumers are willing to pay overprice, hense the fact that they don't have any alternative what so ever, and you can't give nothing.

What counts the most, the gift or the thought?
We all say, hey it's the thought that counts, but we still get disappointed if we don't get exactly what we wished for - we always tell ourselves that the thought is the thing that counts the most, when we get a present that we didn't exactly wish for. So all the time the person that bought the gift had spent, planning, concidering, working to earn the money for the present were all misspent, since they failed to warm your hearts and just get a little acted 'thank you so much, I'm so happy'.

Is it all just a waste of time, who knows - christmas is supposed to be the fest of hearts - it was intented to be a heartwarming season with love and caring, all in the giving spirit of christmas. I hardly ever see any love amongst the shoppers in the city or elsewhere. Hardly anyone has the time to stop and talk, because they have to rush to buy all the presents.

Don't ever forget what christmas is about.
And have a good one.
Merry Christmas

duminică, 7 decembrie 2008

Raining....


It was raining this morning when I got up... I just don't want to go to school....... I don't want to see my classmates...my teachers... but the crazy thing is that I don't want to see my friends!!! O.o Am I mad??? .... yep...probably..... =/ It's a bad moment for me now.... dunno why, but I prefer to stay alone... thinking about my things...... the terrible thing is that I've no creativity now.... what's happening?? :O_o: I need to understand what I want!!! I've another year at school and then I've to choose what I'm doing to university... in the last months I thought to have an answer for this question.... I thought to know what I wanted... and then I changed my plans... again.... uff...why when I think to know what I want something changes all my thoughts!!?? I want to be sure of what I'll do in the future... probably this moment will finish....but time is running so fast....and I can't move... only seeing what happens around me... my friends go on without me...they just do it..... I know they love me....but I can't explain them what is happening inside me... cuz I don't know it... aww...it's raining again.... hmmm.....I really hope this rain washes away these thoughts....