It was raining this morning when I got up... I just don't want to go to school....... I don't want to see my classmates...my teachers... but the crazy thing is that I don't want to see my friends!!! O.o Am I mad??? .... yep...probably..... =/ It's a bad moment for me now.... dunno why, but I prefer to stay alone... thinking about my things...... the terrible thing is that I've no creativity now.... what's happening?? :O_o: I need to understand what I want!!! I've another year at school and then I've to choose what I'm doing to university... in the last months I thought to have an answer for this question.... I thought to know what I wanted... and then I changed my plans... again.... uff...why when I think to know what I want something changes all my thoughts!!?? I want to be sure of what I'll do in the future... probably this moment will finish....but time is running so fast....and I can't move... only seeing what happens around me... my friends go on without me...they just do it..... I know they love me....but I can't explain them what is happening inside me... cuz I don't know it... aww...it's raining again.... hmmm.....I really hope this rain washes away these thoughts....
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